Relaxation....

salam everyone..since i'll be starting my masters program tommorow, i start to panic or worry!so in the midst of the night,i would like to share with u some of my relaxation technique..=)

u know..sometimes we got panic of something..(exams/failure/when u did something wrong..) , or got angry at someone...we need to find ways that can calm ourselves

some people find it in the face of their loved ones..some indulge in good food...i just want to share what i do to calm myself..if i panic or angry...

1)SPA..

"manjakan diri mu" hehe..it doesnt mean u have to spend much,ok? if u are on  tight budget, just a simple body massage or neck massage also helps =)

2) MUSIC...

some people like a slow ballad to calm themselves..some like upbeat music (the choice is yours)

3) HOT SHOWER

 ..i love my shower at home, the water trickling down slowly...when i close my eyes,i find it so relaxing ..

4) RETAIL THERAPY

 (oh,this is one of my fav...but usually i end up buying something on impulse..which is not good..because in the end, the thiing u buy on impulse may not be what u really need)

5)  Sweet IndulGence...

i love indulge myself in yummy choc cake or baskins robbins ice cream..or anything which equals to the yummyness & sweetness..hehe.. (but this is not advisable ,cause it;s not healthy..once in a while its ok)

6) Hot tea

im not a tea person previously...but when i tried ahmad tea from london, i just fell in love with tea.

the light flavour can calm u down ..my fav is english breakfast n earl grey

7) memories..from pictures

- i love to check my camera/hp album when im angry/panic...when i see pics of my family,especially my cheeky daughter, all the worries seems to fly away..small things in life that make a great difference!

8)  hugs & kisses

- some research shows that hugs can calm u down..especially during bad times..it comes from a friend, family, loved ones..i just love HUGS.especially from my hubby + cute daughter !

9) SOLAT...& Zikir

mom always reminded me since i was a teenager til now..

she said to me, "ween, never forget allah ,please pray on time...if u forget HIM or delay ur prayer, allah also will delay his blessings and also forget us.."

solat is a good way to calm ourselves..n dont forget to just take a silent moment for musahabah diri.

.(think of what good n bad things u did today) and cry if u must,if it makes u feel better...

10) blogging & Diary

- when i was in school years, i love to write diary..good & bad memories were jot down..if i panic,or angry..once i wrote what i feel,it makes me feel much2 better..for some people, they blog it ..for me, if its too personal,i wont blog it for the world to read it..i just write it down in my personal diary! =)

it was written randomly...the sequence of no does mean anything! anyway,hope it helps u too..

take care!

POPLOOK MANIA!!

Hi everyone..POPLOOK..what a great brand ...im poplook fan since last year..

my favourite is their chiffon n cotton dress..but lately,i just love most of their design! =)
2 days ago,i was browsing their facebook account and saw this ...

I was so estatic...coz i love all the new arrivals..so on THURSDAY morning, i was not at home..so i standby my smartphone to the poplook page sharp at 11am..while i was placing my order, i had difficulties..the page kept on refresh..and suddenly, at 11.10am it was written ITEM IS SOLD OUT ...

oh dear, i must be one of the thousands of crazy fans of POPLOOK..(including celebrities like misha omar,sazzy falak, lisa surihani,any many more....) in just 10 minutes,most of the items are sold out..good job POPLOOK team..can i request to make more stocks in the future? =) i was kinda sad coz i really love the new arrivals..but maybe its not my rezeki yesterday..

THE END

Baby Bottles Review

my baby dah big girl now..alhamdulilah,she's not so fussy compared when she's smaller..i mean fussy in bottles...masa kecik2, susah btol nak bagi bottle feed (EBM) .She stills wants straight at the breasts..
hehe..so,masa tu i started working..tried so many brands of bottles...so that baby girl wants EBM from bottle..

 so here goes my opinion regarding baby bottles

1)  PHILIPS AVENT
this is the first bottle i  bought...it was on discount..i was pregnant at that time,ada sale! i bought it coz ada promotion...so,masa mula2 tu try bottle ni,my little girl rejects...sbb bentuk tak mcm breasts..

2) TOMMY TIPPEE
- this bottle mimics a mother's breasts...so, if mommies out there still breastfeed, this bottle is the best choice so that baby wont have confusion between our cik B n Bottles ...i used this bottle for arissa from 3 months til 1 year.. if im not mistaken pack of two is
RM 50.90







3) MAM
-this is my FAVOURITE....it has beautiful colourful designs..n has anticolic vent below,so prevent colic...once my lil girl x nak breastfeed, about a year plus..she loves this bottle..kalau botol lain, dia x nak.  so, i have about 6 designs of this bottles..n i love the selections of teats size...now im using X size..pack of 2 70z is rm62.90

4) Dr Brown's..
-i tried this bottle ..saje beli satu yg kecik..it has a weird shape skit..ada one long tube kat dlm bottle to prevent colic...but my lil girl x suka this bottle..

5 ) pigeons bottles

My lil girl used to like this bottle..but because this bottle is not fully BPA free  ,i stopped giving her
 milk in this...






So,i have lots of types of baby bottles because of my fussy girl.. hehe..hopefully can recycle n reuse for 2nd baby..safe duit,,=)

Signing off..nak teman lil girl main ipad...

2012...a new beginning

2012...hopefully a good year for me..

2011...has been a busy,stressful year for me..let bygones be bygones...

this year im hoping n dreaming of a wonderful year, full of happiness ,wealth n health.
as most of my good friends know...i had miscariage middle of last year..since then,i gained tremendous weight for 6 months..due to hormonal changes..most of people thought i was pregnant, when i actually lost my fetus..my periods became irregular too..due to stress at work too, i had terrible migraines..i was not happy at all.

but started end of the year, i make a BIG DECISION in my life..i decided to invest rm2k for a peice of corset..wow...everybody thought, " why do u waste ur money in the corset?  "  Actually,i was also skeptical at first..but i did it..n i never regret any of it...cause now,im happier =)

I lost weight 5kg in 1 month...just by wearing this wonderful premium beautiful corset for 8 hours a day n also drink lots of water.. no cheating..no exercise..no pills..no sliming tea/drink.. n i have shrunk..my body measurements were all smaller..all my clothes now look BIG for me..


for jeans: size 32 change to size 28
for pants : had to wear belt coz its too loose now.
for readymade baju kurung : from size 40 to 36 ,or from m size to 3/xs.
for readymade blouse : from L SIZE TO M size or S size..

many friends n family noticed the differences in me..when i gain weight, i dont feel like meeting friends or family..i hide my big size under long cardi's ...but now,i feel confident with myself.

my period has becoming more regular...insya allah, hoping for a new star in the family following my regular period...

i have gain extra income for savings in future,alhamdulilah..

and now,i can afford one extra designer bag =) 


healthy and happy! this is how i felt starting 2012..hope it will continue til the end of the year.


and i hope for more rezeki..in zuriat..or in further studies..





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sleeping...

dear bloggers who are reading my entry at this moment..

the clock has just pass 1am...i wonder why im not sleeping yet..oh yes,i fell asleep earlier at 8.30pm because of exhaustion...and i woke up 2hours later..and after preparing food for arissa,i just cant shut my eyes..

i've been a busy beee...havent had the time to take care of myself either..i mean no pampering me time..i wish im more energetic...sometimes,i kinda feel im getting older..hehe..
anywAy time flies,next month my lil girl will turn 1 and half years old..and my cute neice,arianna will be 1 yr old..

diapers review.

i decided to write about baby diapers today..
i know some of my friends is a new mom and some going to be a mommy soon..
so,this is just to help them decide regarding the diapers available in the market..


my little girl,arissa is quite lucky becoz her skin is not that sensitive.i heard from some of my cousins and friends,their baby's skin is so sensitive,they have to be extra careful in choosing lotions/talcum/diapers..

1) mamy poko
its a bit expensive,but very good in absorption and didnt cause any irritation. I used mamy poko in the first month.masa tu ,arissa is still small.and i dont want her to have rashes.

2) Pureen 5

this brand is quite good in absorption. I was first introduced to this brand after delivery.SDMC was supplying pureen 5 for us. The price is affordable but it's a bit hard to find. it's only available in selected dept stores.

3) huggies

My little girl is allergic to huggies..whether its huggies ultra/comfort. they have nice cartoons on the diapers which is attractive..hehe..It's a bit thick..


4) Pet pet
So far, pet pet is the best brand for my little girl. Its also affordable. The thickness is just perfect. I love the design on the diapers too. the absorption is so good, it can last 6-8 hours.

5) Drypers

i tried diapers when arissa was 4 months old.At that time,it was thin and the absorption was not good.Arissa has rashes too..

BUT.....i tried drypers again when arissa is 1 year old..the diapers quality were impoved tremendeously. I think they have improvised the brand..it was thicker than before and it has good absorption. This is my second choice after pet pet.

6) Pampers Comfort
This diaper is quite affordable but its a bit thin. If ur baby didnt pee that much, its a good brand.

## i've tried few other brands too but the others are not worth mentioning ..not suitable for most babies because they cause rashes.

A lost....

Salam everyone...sorry been really quiet lately...i was hooked up with lots of things..just wanna share  regarding a lost..


i was pregnant 9 weeks...the first day i had bleeding, i told myself..

" something is not right...i never had early pregnancy bleeding during my 1st pregnancy"

oh..btw, it was unplanned pregnancy for me..me n hubby didnt plan to get 2nd baby as my lil girl still needs our attention...however, my menstrual cycle became haywire..and i was "accidentaly" pregnant..

We have mixed feelings at first..

.can we raise 2 kids at this moment?are we ready for the 2nd child?how will arissa adapt with sharing our love with a sibling?

However,we accept the news and was excited =) 

ok2..back to the story of my lost..i had a motherly instinct, there's something wrong with my fetus..i hope the bleeding wont lead to misscariage..the ultrasound scan looks normal..so,i console myself to be positive, it did work for 1 week.

1 week later..the bleeding still persist (just staining  my panty liner every day) ..so i went for 2nd scan, the doctor told me..." i think u had missed misscariage. i advice for d+c"


At first i was not sad...coz i had the feeling earlier that i will somehow lose this fetus..i calmly went back to kl the next day, to see my gynae consultant...I was admitted to hospital and my gynae decided to wait for a day...


At 3am that morning, i felt contraction pain...and i passed out 6 big blood clots..and placenta...It was INCOMPLETE...so, d+ c done at 10.30 am...


I was accepting this calmly..til the night after d+c..i cant sleep, and i heard babies crying..the next room patient has delivered..suddenly i cant help myself..i cried myself to sleep..The next few days,i start to recover from grief. I accept the fate,Allah knows whats best for us..It's all to test our IMAN..


A lost is still a lost..no matter, how small or how invaluable the things are..Sometimes,we simply didnt appreciate something til we lost it...

im sure everyone experience this moment before..we didnt appreciate a thing like a pen,an old watch..but once we lost it, we felt sad n started to reminisce the good times together..but we move on sooner or later...=)